accusor's blog :: Hernando José Díaz Lesmes

Slackers

2008-09-22T22:40:00.003-05:00

Thanks for everything!

witchcraft

2008-09-17T00:10:00.002-05:00

yeah.... like I'd do something like that...

new beginning?

2008-09-04T23:42:00.003-05:00

how could I consider this a new beginning if everything feels like before...

http://www.musica.com/letras.asp?letra=1104738

and again

2008-08-25T00:48:00.002-05:00

asshole, asshole, asshole!!!

remember, just forget about yourself and help her to be happy....

all we know

2008-08-13T21:50:00.003-05:00

'cause all we know is falling, it falls
remember how 'cause I know
that we won't forget at all

stupid

2008-08-03T23:05:00.001-05:00

stupid! stupid! stupid!

why I can't learn from my mistakes??

stupid! stupid! stupid!

getting use

2008-07-28T23:52:00.004-05:00

Did I listen to pop music because I was miserable?
Or was I miserable because I listened to pop music?
Rob from High Fidelity

Things aren't as they were before and will NEVER be the same, I just have to get use to it. It's so damn hard

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Now playing: RadioHead - Paranoid android via FoxyTunes

recalling

2008-07-27T23:48:00.004-05:00

I've been reading again the infamous (un)Luuuuurve thread that Rich started a year and a half ago, where I discussed some love problems I'd been having. That's when someone called me 'asshole' for the first time (well, that might not be the first time, but it was the first time someone did it related to my love problem).

Actually, I called myself an asshole and some post later that guy named Fleder (I know, I know, it's not his real name, but that's how I met him) said this: 'Do you mean a small sentence like: "You're an asshole"? :P ', and then everyone started what became some kind of tradition (Even Rich said a couple of months ago 'Is Carlos aware of your association with the word "asshole"? ;P ').

Anyway, I hadn't felt in that way for a while and I thought I was "getting better", but I just discovered that wasn't the case. I'm feeling like that right now, not for the same reasons as before since I haven't had the chance to become someone else best friend nor loosing my self-esteem just for trying to be with someone, but for hoping that things would be different at some point... I can "proudly" say again "I'm such an asshole"

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Now playing: Dashboard Confessional - Vindicated via FoxyTunes

drunk

2008-07-26T03:12:00.006-05:00

I'm kinda drunk right now and I could say I was kinda happy sometime across the night, but now I'm just feeling sad and lonely...

It was really nice to spend some time and talk with her again... only if things could be as it were before I made such a stupid mistake...

worst of all? I still like her...

Update: No, I'm not feeling sad and lonely because of her, it's just a feeling that has been with me lately...

speechless

2008-07-08T23:58:00.004-05:00

I'm getting bored of this, I'm just trying to help as I've done in the past and again I was lectured for doing it...

Why things weren't different? always a candidate, never a winner...

More and more reasons to quit.

worth it?

2008-06-28T20:40:00.002-05:00

things like this makes me wonder if it's really worth it...

fallido intento

2008-05-17T23:06:00.002-05:00

This could have been the best week of the year for me, but since I haven't learnt from my mistakes everything is going down hill...

now I just have to remove another name from my list of friends....

staff

2008-05-05T22:22:00.003-05:00

From Random Pics

Mike: Lo mejor de ser del staff es que sabes que a donde vayas, encontrarás alguien que te tienda la mano, un sitio donde quedarte, una frazada y un plato de comida

I wish...

2008-03-03T13:37:00.004-05:00

From Random Pics

I made a wish some time ago, too bad it didn't come true

careless

2007-10-03T20:08:00.000-05:00

sometimes I just want to get careless about everyone and everything.

Do you remember this?

2007-09-06T21:25:00.000-05:00

I was looking for some old files and found this :)

layout 2

2007-08-19T23:47:00.000-05:00

I'm still playing, and since I received some complains about the scheme color, I added a button to let you choose between 2 different layouts. oh, and it will remember your choice, so next time you visit my blog, you will see the layout you've chosen last time ;)

layout

2007-08-18T16:41:00.000-05:00

I was playing with the layout of the blog this morning, and this is the result....

any comments?

worthless?

2007-08-03T21:25:00.000-05:00

Puede que pienes que no valgo la pena, pero has sabido demostrarme que tú tampoco la vales....

Brindo por las mentiras que me dijiste, las que me dices y las que le dices....

Sólo espero que recuerdes que nada está oculto entre el cielo y la tierra, que algún día comprendas que debes aceptar las consecuencias de tus actos.

Espero que nunca sufra lo que yo sufrí....

LuN.....

awesome

2007-07-03T00:31:00.000-05:00


From Melgar - Puente	From Melgar - Puente	From Melgar - Puente

From Melgar - Puente	From Melgar - Puente	From Melgar - Puente

thanks!!

Edit: if you want to see more pics you could go here

about accusor

2007-06-21T19:23:00.000-05:00

I've been invited by fleder to do this, so here I go!

Each blogger has to tell 8 things about itself

Write this rules

Choose 8 bloggers, write their names and invite them to play

Leave a comment on the blog of each invited person

I'm a proud fan of football, but I only love 2 teams, Atlético Nacional and Manchester United, don't ask why
From Random Pics
I hate to buy clothes
I love to buy shoes! :-) (I buy shoes once per year though)
From Random Pics
I used to hate dancing, but it could be fun and not as hard as I thought it would be...
I'm getting use to being an asshole, but I'm trying hard to change it...
I don't buy any pirated CD or DVD, that's why I don't have many of this things

From Random Pics From Random Pics
People use to forget about me
as someone else wrote about me sometime ago "I get sad often. Very often. Ok, always. I like to blog about how pathetic my life is. This is very funny and makes everybody laugh, which is why my blog got popular and I started making friends."

That's how my life is and I don't have to add anything, so he did a great job.

I'm not sure if everyone is going to accept my invitation, but here they are...

Valen/Lapa
Mugres
Alfabravo
Laura
Redeker
Azul
Siramthar
ori

I'm waiting....

become

2007-06-04T00:23:00.000-05:00

I say hello, but you're not here
the thing I wanted the most
and now there's nothing but tears
Hello hello, welcome my fears
being the best I could be
anyone saw that I..

Try not to see
what you did to me

So you could be here
I try not to breathe
forbid me to feel
So I could be...

Won't you stop that
What you're doing to me?
It's gettin harder to live
Won't you come back
from the place that you're in
And become what i need

I say hello, there's no one here
I'm all alone in this room
And nothing seems to be clear
Day after day, year after year
And everything still's the same
The only thing that has...

Changed is that you
Walked out of my life
Without giving a reason or
Why all broke down
Into my own eyes
Making me what I am so now ...

Won't you stop that
What you're doing to me?
It's gettin harder to live
Won't you come back
from the place that you're in
And become what I need

Won't you stop that
What you're doing to me?
It's gettin harder to live
Won't you come back
from the place that you're in
And become what I need

Won't you stop that
What you're doing to me?
It's gettin harder to live
Won't you come back
from the place that you're in
And become what I need

The Hall Effect- Become

Tu Nombre

2007-05-29T01:27:00.000-05:00

From Random Pics

hay cosas que no deberían ser, pero son....

asshole

2007-05-12T03:53:00.000-05:00

From Compostela 11...

I'm the guy who talks with you about boooks, Renoir and Monet and I'm the one who gets a coffe with you. I'm the one who is always there when you need someone to fix your computer... the one you can call when you're feeling sad and you need to talk with somebody... I'm the guy who picks up the broken bottle.... but I realized I'm not the man you want to be with.... I'm just your best friend......

I'm forever blowing bubbles

2007-05-10T12:17:00.000-05:00

I was watching this movie, and the members of GSE firm were singing this all the time:

I'm forever blowing bubbles,
Pretty bubbles in the air,
They fly so high,
Nearly reach the sky,
Then like my dreams
They fade and die.
Fortune's always hiding,
I've looked everywhere,
I'm forever blowing bubbles,
Pretty bubbles in the air.

this song is named Bubbles, wrote by Jaan Kenbrovin (actually this name is a pseudonym for the three men who wrote the song - James Kendis, James Brockman, and Nat Vincent)