accusor's blog :: Hernando José Díaz Lesmes

the pursuit of happyness

2010-03-07T16:16:00.003-05:00

No puedo cambiar mi pasado, pero agradezco todo lo que he vivido porque es lo que me ha hecho ser quién soy.

Y cómo dijo manu alguna vez "la felicidad es una decisión, no un estado de ánimo"

geekish

2009-05-01T22:39:00.008-05:00

while (true) {
  print('asshole');
  print('careless');
  print('I wish...');
  print('stupid');
  print('and again');
}

esto ya se esta convirtiendo en costumbre...
Kmilo | Homepage | 08.01.07 - 10:49 pm | #

I really need to stop daydreaming....

nagger

2009-04-14T01:51:00.002-05:00

I can't get her out of my head... and it kills me...

why couldn't I keep my mouth shut?

songbird

2009-04-05T16:49:00.006-05:00

I like her... I like her and it doesn't seem to be a good thing... I just want to stop thinking about her in that way, but the more I try not to think, the more I do it... f***k!!

maybe it's just a crush... maybe I'll wake up tomorrow and all those feelings won't be there...

hope you won't tell me 'I told you so' ever.....

PS: could I be more pathetic?
azul: Hahahahah
No puedo creer lo que estoy leyendo.
Dice ser de 2009 pero parece ser exactamente lo mismo que escribías hace 2 años!

acquiesce

2009-03-31T00:03:00.001-05:00

as usual, being her friend is the closest I could get to her

reasons

2009-03-29T22:41:00.002-05:00

at least this time she told me (well, not exactly me, but...) which were the reasons...

hope she finds the better one she's looking for (or dating, you never know)

PS: You looked really gorgeous last night, and it really seems you have a future with him...

maybe tomorrow

2009-01-22T21:59:00.001-05:00

I wonder which were the reasons this time....

ranting

2008-12-21T22:49:00.004-05:00

4 times in a row... idiot!
I like her...
Yeah, it's true, I really like her...
I'm really glad I met all of you guys! what a great week :-)
seventeen....
Buenos Aires - Asunción - Buenos Aires - Santiago

bad

2008-10-10T21:23:00.000-05:00

From Random Pics

you were right....

Slackers

2008-09-22T22:40:00.003-05:00

Thanks for everything!

witchcraft

2008-09-17T00:10:00.002-05:00

yeah.... like I'd do something like that...

new beginning?

2008-09-04T23:42:00.003-05:00

how could I consider this a new beginning if everything feels like before...

http://www.musica.com/letras.asp?letra=1104738

and again

2008-08-25T00:48:00.002-05:00

asshole, asshole, asshole!!!

remember, just forget about yourself and help her to be happy....

all we know

2008-08-13T21:50:00.003-05:00

'cause all we know is falling, it falls
remember how 'cause I know
that we won't forget at all

stupid

2008-08-03T23:05:00.001-05:00

stupid! stupid! stupid!

why I can't learn from my mistakes??

stupid! stupid! stupid!

getting use

2008-07-28T23:52:00.004-05:00

Did I listen to pop music because I was miserable?
Or was I miserable because I listened to pop music?
Rob from High Fidelity

Things aren't as they were before and will NEVER be the same, I just have to get use to it. It's so damn hard

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Now playing: RadioHead - Paranoid android via FoxyTunes

recalling

2008-07-27T23:48:00.004-05:00

I've been reading again the infamous (un)Luuuuurve thread that Rich started a year and a half ago, where I discussed some love problems I'd been having. That's when someone called me 'asshole' for the first time (well, that might not be the first time, but it was the first time someone did it related to my love problem).

Actually, I called myself an asshole and some post later that guy named Fleder (I know, I know, it's not his real name, but that's how I met him) said this: 'Do you mean a small sentence like: "You're an asshole"? :P ', and then everyone started what became some kind of tradition (Even Rich said a couple of months ago 'Is Carlos aware of your association with the word "asshole"? ;P ').

Anyway, I hadn't felt in that way for a while and I thought I was "getting better", but I just discovered that wasn't the case. I'm feeling like that right now, not for the same reasons as before since I haven't had the chance to become someone else best friend nor loosing my self-esteem just for trying to be with someone, but for hoping that things would be different at some point... I can "proudly" say again "I'm such an asshole"

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Now playing: Dashboard Confessional - Vindicated via FoxyTunes

drunk

2008-07-26T03:12:00.006-05:00

I'm kinda drunk right now and I could say I was kinda happy sometime across the night, but now I'm just feeling sad and lonely...

It was really nice to spend some time and talk with her again... only if things could be as it were before I made such a stupid mistake...

worst of all? I still like her...

Update: No, I'm not feeling sad and lonely because of her, it's just a feeling that has been with me lately...

speechless

2008-07-08T23:58:00.004-05:00

I'm getting bored of this, I'm just trying to help as I've done in the past and again I was lectured for doing it...

Why things weren't different? always a candidate, never a winner...

More and more reasons to quit.

worth it?

2008-06-28T20:40:00.002-05:00

things like this makes me wonder if it's really worth it...

fallido intento

2008-05-17T23:06:00.002-05:00

This could have been the best week of the year for me, but since I haven't learnt from my mistakes everything is going down hill...

now I just have to remove another name from my list of friends....

staff

2008-05-05T22:22:00.003-05:00

From Random Pics

Mike: Lo mejor de ser del staff es que sabes que a donde vayas, encontrarás alguien que te tienda la mano, un sitio donde quedarte, una frazada y un plato de comida

I wish...

2008-03-03T13:37:00.004-05:00

From Random Pics

I made a wish some time ago, too bad it didn't come true

careless

2007-10-03T20:08:00.000-05:00

sometimes I just want to get careless about everyone and everything.

Do you remember this?

2007-09-06T21:25:00.000-05:00

I was looking for some old files and found this :)